April 14th, 2019 Rizhao, China

April 14th, 2019 Rizhao, China It just keeps fucking raining over and over and over.  Why won’t it stop? I’ve moved three times in the last year. Put in notice with a job, then that same job fired me. Started a new job.  Dad died so I had the bright FUCKING idea to move to…

March 23, 2019: Jinan, China

March 23, 2019 Jinan, China I feel behind, I had every traif for greatness. Smart, pretty (to some standards), likable, ambitious, and all and all pretty brilliant. Yet I feel like I have been met with silent seasons and struggle seasons, while others are advancing with status, career, money, spouses, and thriving friend groups. Sometimes…